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January 2nd, 2010

books_n_bagels

08:29 pm - resolutions oh, new years. drama rama and some disappointment. but also some fun and no sleep and 5 pm breakfast. 2009 was a lot to recover from... but i think i was successful in some ways with last years resolutions and I feel like overall I am in a much better place at the start of 2010. My 2010 resolutions (a bit late but still have loads of days to accomplish them): -Finish things on time, I will feel better and have more time to do other stuff instead of wasting it procrastinating. -Be braver, in general. which applies to everything. -Have more sex, but don't freak out about it...just use condoms. -Be more ridiculous, but less serious about it. -Enjoy eating, especially foods that I love. exercise because it feels good. don't be so hard on yourself. stop treating yourself like you aren't good enough and believe people when they tell you that you are. -don't be afraid to make new friends. especially boy ones. -find ways to do creative projects more often for fun, not because i should. -please remember how much school doesn't matter. try and get what you can from it anyways. take advantage of the experience but focus on personal learning. -take some life steps. start walking down possible paths. feel out options, spend time to decide on school and trips and jobs. -find an income. have fun with it. - do not cut your own hair in 2010, not once. -i really just want to start being who i am, and stop letting fear hold me back from whats possible. This is going to be a good year. It's an easy decision. These took me all day!!!

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December 31st, 2009

staticnonsense

12:54 pm - new years revolutions - go to my classes, at least semi-often. - keep going to the doctor/counselor and STOP PUTTING OFF the "other" appointment that I keep cancelling re: suspected issues that the counselor may or may not have.. :S ALSO - make the follow-up appointment that they keep e-mailing me about re: blood, and refill prescriptions. why yes, I do have health issues. - stop losing shit = i.d. and debit card and student card are BAD things to lose. why yes, I do not know where they are. - walk more + stop being a sissy and go to the darn gym. - stop starving myself for 5 days and then full-out pig eating for 5 and then circle circle dot dot. just eat better. HOWEVER: mandarin on Friday, and sweet Barrie buffet Saturday are a-okay. - do friend things more often, and try to make them sans drinking (at least sometimes!) - but go to bars that aren't dance cave, haha. - sort through my redic amount of clothes and get rid of some! + learn how to shop = don't just buy shit because it's there! - don't cut my hair - grow that shit out. - get a hobby + some sort of activity that is active! - be more social in my home and at school and when it comes to having a life = holing up in the room is a very bad thing. - learn more things. - keep my room clean/find sweet wall decorations to make it homey. - get my g2. - get a library card. - don't get pregnant. - dress better. - be a better ice skater and bowler, hah. - get a job that's not with my school (weekend style). - establish a regular bedtime routine complete with morning rising. - stop getting angry at stupid shit, calm the hell down crazy bitch. - seriously, keep this damn room clean. umm I can't think of anything else right now. I will add on if need be. peace OUT, 2009! Current Mood: wet and cold :(

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December 25th, 2009

books_n_bagels

10:48 pm - / ohhh christmas....is over! All things considered it was a good one. no christmas dinner of stress, just a nice enjoyable clean-up free meal at the arch. a delicious triffle dessert that i made. yum. chocolate, some clothes, some home made canned food (including pickles!!!!) and other gifts made with love. everybody liked what i made, even the things i thought sucked a little. also got some... rent made. its a money miracle. mom gave me a mickey of vodka for cleaning, which is so high school. tomorrow drinking drinking drinking. possibly preceded by some "brownies" sis made. hahahahhaha. too bad she's not here. what about new years???midland toronto midland toronto. i need to make new friends. possibly out of cookies. what??? love kisses and conversations the girl who stopped using capitals.

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